Make me strong

I know the road is long, 
Make me STRONG

Damai & Tenang

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Malam ini sejuk. Malam ini menyegarkan. Musim sejuk datang.

Sejuk ini menyegarkan diri. Sejuk ini menyucikan jiwa.

"La ilaha illa Allah. Tiada tuhan selain Allah," melantun terus lafaz tauhid.

Tazkiyatunafs, bersih jiwa, suci jiwa. Moga mampu pulang kepadaNya dalam ketenangan. Diredhai Pemilik langit dan bumi.

Angin bertiup lembut dan dingin. Udara berdebu, rasa bersih. Bersihlah hati, bersih. Angin bawa bersama damai & tenang. Diri merindui pelukan cinta Allah. Moga tak lemah digugat sejuk, moga mampu bangkit bermunajat kala dinihari.

Diri bergerak mencari haba, dalam dakapan hangat redhaNya. Terus bergerak, kedua-duanya hangat dan dingin mencetus nyaman. 

Sekali-sekala tercari-cari arah, bintangkan ada penunjuk jalan. Alam akan terus berbicara. Antara dengar dan tidak. Mungkin yang punya telinga boleh jadi pekak. Hidayah itu urusan Dia.

Bahasa apa aku bicarakan? Adakah yang akan mengerti? Aku yakin ada.

Alhamdulillah ~aku manusia hamba dan khalifah.

6 Oktober

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Saya menulis under effect of caffeine. Saya bukan peminum caffein tegar, maka berlakunya up regulation. Reseptor menjadi sensitif walau dosnya rendah. Berdebar-debar. Sedari tadi menatap skrin komputer ini dengan harapan untuk menghadam beberapa bahan fikrah, berita tetapi debaran jantung membuatkan saya kurang fokus. Mujur hari ini hari cuti sekolah. 

Hari ini cuti 6 Oktober, cuti am Mesir.  Sittah oktober (Ramadhan) 1973, tarikh keramat buat warga Mesir. Bukan itu sahaja, buat umat Islam seluruhnya.  Mesir berjaya mengalahkan Israel dan hingga sekarang kita masih menantikan (baca: berusaha) untuk mengembalikan kegemilangan itu. Ramai yang berpendapat faktor kejayaan sittah oktober adalah kesatuan negara-negara arab, penglibatan ulama dalam strategi perang, saff tentera Mesir yang mengimani jihad (ramai ahli ikhwan muslimin yang terlibat). Wallahu a3lam. Saya sendiri mendapat maklumat ini secara verbal dalam pelbagai versi. A3la kulli hal, kita muhasabah balik di mana kita dalam agenda kemenangan Islam (saya sedang rasa bersalah kerana kurang produktif hari ini jangan minum kopi dah). Jika kamu pernah lihat apa-apa video tentang silsilah kemenangan umat Islam dalam bulan Ramadhan seperti Badar, pembukaan Andalus, kebanyakan akan terhenti pada Sittah oktober. Mungkinkah kita akan beroleh menang lagi?  

Pasti! Cuma bila? Allah sahaja yang tahu dan kita harus terus bergerak.

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Saya rindu sahabat saya. 

Ambil sabar!

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Alhamdulillahi Rabbil A3lamin,

Pos yang keempat dalam hampir seminggu. Agak rancak sedikit. Saya tak tahu bila masa turunnya, ingin terus berkongsi selagi ada daya. Hari ini kelas bahasa arab saya telah bermula.

Dalam banyak-banyak pelajaran, perbincangan hari ini, ada suatu bab yang menyebabkan saya tersengih-sengih depan ustazah.

Blessing Friday

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Today is friday, today is holiday, lots of work hey, hey, hey! ^^

A few thing just happened:

• Sand storm? Ribut pasir. Rumah berpasir. A very pleasant weather, just sandy. Today is a house-cleaning day...
• Last night JPA's dinner with Malaysian Medical Council and Ministry Of Health was interesting with brand new information on medical career. Firing spirit! Let us be the best, serve our nation. It is a way of da3wah right? Muslim is always the best!
• My kak Nafisah just delivered her baby- Ulfah, and my kak Nadwa just announced her wedding!   

So a wise plan is needed for this two insyaAllah meaningful and hectic days. Refill time, may I move smoothly, dynamically cause there are lots of things to achieve!

Allah helps us, be your obedient servant...Amiin

p/s: riadhah with my beloved people at NILE <3

Don't forget al-kahfi.

I miss rain- in Kepala Batas, Segamat and Port Dickson 

Firing new year

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Today is the first day ever we've finished our class before 12pm since the beginning of 4th year. Alhamdulillah, can't stop smiling.

"Welcome, O welcome 4th year!"
Not too late I think.


It is inter-season change right now, the summer is over and the winter is yet to come. What a pleasant weather to start a new year. ^^ This 4th year of medical school, I begin with Community Medicine round then Ophtalmology, ENT and Forensic. It is a clinical year anyway. More interesting!

Being three years in Egypt, a list of questions come up. What have I done in these years? Muhasabah, muhasabah! Recheck, reevaluate. As what I learnt in Community Medicine,

 "Monitoring should be followed by immediate correction"

It is already half of the way. Can't believe, the time running fast. So selfish, yet the future is promising, InsyaAllah with lots of experience, love, tarbiyah.

The new year begin with new spirit. Full of enthusiasm. Full of stamina. The question is how to maintain this as the time past? How not to get tired and disappointed? How to smile when we make a mistake and in the same time eager to try again and again and again. The answer is also by a question.

What is our muntolaq?
Iman. We believe Allah created us and we are oblige to fulfill two tasks, as a3bid and khalifah.
Whenever we feel our iman is declining, recheck our iman. Is it healthy? Have we fed it properly? Are we striving the ajr from people or His? This iman would push us to MOVE!

Whenever we sad, he'll say "Allah is The All Hearing."
Whenever we feel lonely, he'll say "Allah is closer than vein."
Whenever we feel hurt, he'll say "you are just trying to immitate your beloved Rasul right? He have been hurt too"
Whenever, wherever, whatever... Never leave us alone, if we did not leave Him.

O dear me, please. Please, be nice to yourself. Don't hurt your iman, as that will hurt yourself.

~Indeed writing is a therapy  

Pieces of me

Thanks sis Raudhah <3

I smiled at her. She said, "I like this smile!" (the way I smile, seldomly smile like that. I just want to tease her because I love her jokes)

I told her, "I'm sad." (but smiling)

She told me, " Senyumlah ketika senang dan susah! Itulah tanda kekuatan"

p/s: new template? Sponsored by blogger..^^ Smile always. Rasuluallah always smile!